Post by Marcus Finch on Sept 20, 2015 16:39:14 GMT -5
It had been two weeks since the fight. Although, if Marcus thought about it he wasn’t sure how much of the incident counted as a fight. Sure, there had been yelling and pushing and all the things that typically defined a fight, but there had been little actual content. As he sat in the empty lounge Marcus found his mind wandering over the incident again and again. He could almost smell the basement’s damp, musty air and if he closed his eyes he could feel the cold stone floor pressing into him instead of the plush couch he perched on. He knew it was an accident when Freya bumped into him, but he’d lost control of his temper. Had it been any other time, he might have been more forgiving.
Now, in the aftermath of The Aftermath, Marcus didn’t know what to do. Apologising seemed like the obvious answer, but he pretty much sucked at apologies. The other option was to continue to avoid the girl. Maybe he could survive never talking to her again, but he wasn’t sure he could live with it. He missed her. Post-Freya Ashford was boring and empty and after two torturous weeks the punk was getting restless. His ruined arm made enjoying his hobbies impossible. There was no way he could play his instruments without the use of his left arm, nor could he jog comfortably with the thing bent in front of him in its sling. Vik had been insufferable throughout the whole ordeal, prompting Marcus to avoid his own dorm as much as possible. With Freya occupying the auditorium and no reason for the punk to go anywhere else, he’d taken to spending most of his time in the forest. But, of course, today it had to rain.
Marcus sat on the couch in the lounge, listening to the soft pattering of rain on the windows. As far as he knew, Freya didn’t spend much time in here. Actually, that was a total lie. He knew that Freya came here sometimes, and maybe (definitely) somewhere in his gut he was hoping that she would walk in and find him there and they would talk and things would be better. But that seemed like a terrible idea. Talking rarely made anything better when Marcus was part of the conversation. So he told himself he was waiting. He didn’t tell himself what he was waiting for, but he was sure that it didn’t matter. After all, nothing really matters until it happens.
Now, in the aftermath of The Aftermath, Marcus didn’t know what to do. Apologising seemed like the obvious answer, but he pretty much sucked at apologies. The other option was to continue to avoid the girl. Maybe he could survive never talking to her again, but he wasn’t sure he could live with it. He missed her. Post-Freya Ashford was boring and empty and after two torturous weeks the punk was getting restless. His ruined arm made enjoying his hobbies impossible. There was no way he could play his instruments without the use of his left arm, nor could he jog comfortably with the thing bent in front of him in its sling. Vik had been insufferable throughout the whole ordeal, prompting Marcus to avoid his own dorm as much as possible. With Freya occupying the auditorium and no reason for the punk to go anywhere else, he’d taken to spending most of his time in the forest. But, of course, today it had to rain.
Marcus sat on the couch in the lounge, listening to the soft pattering of rain on the windows. As far as he knew, Freya didn’t spend much time in here. Actually, that was a total lie. He knew that Freya came here sometimes, and maybe (definitely) somewhere in his gut he was hoping that she would walk in and find him there and they would talk and things would be better. But that seemed like a terrible idea. Talking rarely made anything better when Marcus was part of the conversation. So he told himself he was waiting. He didn’t tell himself what he was waiting for, but he was sure that it didn’t matter. After all, nothing really matters until it happens.