once again.

[Headmistress Kayla]

I do these a lot....maybe I should be worried about the sheer amount of them I've written. Who knows, maybe I'll bounce back like normal. This is just a forewarning anyways.

So, as a lot of you have probably noticed by my recent behavior. I've been in the middle of a breakdown (and sick to boot), I've just been feeling depressed on and off for the past two weeks or so, interspread with random crying-fits, all for no apparent reason.

So yeah. My muse is dead, I don't want to talk to people, and all I've really wanted to do lately is blast music in my ears or sleep, or something.

Winter break is coming up at the end of this week, so I'll how I feel by then. Might be on the chat, but overall I'm going to try and just get some rest, study, do homework and whatever else. I'm sorry for any threads I'm in, but you people should be used to my procrastination by now.

I thought that I'd be okay and it'd go away soon, but its just coming back and I need to just...leave. Especially when I'm effecting other people, something that you all do not deserve.

On that note, I'm going to California for most of winter break and won't be on much during that time.

Happy Holidays.

Sincerely,
Kayla/Chelly/whatever other names I have

[Headmistress Kayla]

Alright, so to add to that last part of this, I'm leaving for California this Monday, and now my mom and her side of the family want to do an early Christmas with me and my sister, tomorrow.

So yep. Won't be on much. Have fun. Leave the site in relatively one piece, please.