Post by Kimberly Jones on Aug 13, 2014 11:39:14 GMT -5
Kimberly tossed and turned in her sleep, snapping awake a few minutes later with a start. She placed a hand to her chest, feeling her rapidly beating heart, her breathing coming in quick, short bursts. Dreams, they were the bane of her existence right now. She looked at her hands, which were shaking quite hard at that point. It was yet another dream about the combat, the combat that lead to the death of her best friend. Why was she constantly being drowned in these dreams of hers? She glanced over at the empty bed, a few of Naomi's old belongings still sitting on her desk, Kimberly not having been able to push herself to remove all of it.
She pushed herself to the side, looking at the bed for a moment before standing up, walking around the room a few times ti try to get herself to stop shaking, crossing her arms in front of her, looking down at the tank top, the scar from the exit wound of the bullet from Pitch Black barely visible on her chest. She looked towards the door, wondering if Oliver was awake. Would she be bugging him if she went to him at this time of the night. She glanced back over at her clock, noting that it was 1AM. She really needed to see him though...would he mind? She tapped her chin, trying to remember if he had ever mentioned that she couldn't visit him in the middle of the night if she needed to. She paced around the room a few times, trying to decide what to do before grabbing her cloak wrapping it around herself, the old native american looking garment falling down past her knees, covering her tank top and shorts. She walked to the door, opening it up before heading out, walking down the hallways silently, counting rooms till she stopped at Oliver's, looking up at the room number.
She hesitated, going to knock on the door but stopping just before touching the door. Was this really a good idea? She looked back down at the ground for a moment, trying to decide what to do before looking back up, steeling herself in case he got angry at her for trying to reach him, and knocked on the door, calling out softly, her words surprisingly shaky as she tried to avoid actually breaking down in the halls. "O-Ollie?" What would people think if an Alpha broke down into tears in the halls? She needed to keep up her image around the other prefects at the very least. She was expected to be one of the strongest among them. Then again, how good did it look for her to be going to a boy's room at one in the morning even if it was a well known fact that they were a couple. She glanced around, looking to see if anyone was in the halls. At least that side of her luck was still good, no one was in the halls, most of the patrols did happen in the regular dorms after all.
She looked back at the door, taking a step back as she waited silently for a response. She didn't want to knock again in fear of waking anyone else, but had Ollie heard her? Would he come to the door or did he think the knock was just a figment of his imagination? She raised her hand and went to knock on the door again but paused, looking at how bad she was shaking. She brought her hand down and just stared at it, trying to get the shaking to stop, the nightmares to stop. The memories to stop. She just stared at her hand, balling it into a fist as she brought it up to her chest, trying to calm herself. She couldn't break down, not in the hallway where everyone could see her do so. She needed to stay calm. She needed to stay calm at least until she could be in Oliver's arms.