Post by Camila Reyes on Apr 23, 2014 18:40:31 GMT -5
Anger. Frustration. Bitterness. Cynicism. These negative emotions were cyclic, chronic, suffocating, and led to nothing but loneliness and misery. And yet, like a festering infection, they persisted. She could not help but be angry when someone did something stupid. Her frustration was always apparent when she could not figure out what people wanted of her. Almost every interaction with another person had led to nothing but a bitter taste in her mouth and memories of a life that seemed more like a curse than a blessing. Her family background, what with her controlling and uncaring parents who adored her clearly superior older brother, made her jaded and prevented her from seeing the good in the world. It seemed that all she could see was negativity and things that were “wrong” with the world and how it functioned. It made her shake her head at the defects in high school society and keep away from it as much as possible. Of course, she had to maintain her grades, so she did have to interact with classmates, but that was only on an as-needed basis and, more often than not, she assumed control of the project and worked silently. Indeed, she was a severe introvert with a bitter attitude and negative outlook on life. After all, life had only given her tainted water, so why should she sprout sweet fruit or beautiful flowers?
She pushed the doors of the library open, a loud ‘slam’ echoing in her ear after the door made impact with the wall. Sapphire eyes scanned the nearly-empty library and narrowed at the few people who seemed to glare at her. Her eyes then shifted to the paper in her hand, scanning the black words printed on the white page. A huff of breath slipped from between her parted, pink lips as she moved forward toward the bookshelves. She needed at least two books for the paper she was working on, if not more. After all, the computers in the school were near impossible to use, thanks to the filters that blocked nearly every website but “government approved” ones. Her trip to the media room earlier had taken a long time and was pretty much fruitless, which was made clear by the sour expression across her face. She delicately ran her fingertips over the spines, keeping an eye out for books she could use for the paper. She hummed softly to herself, hearing the words to the song in her head as she perused the shelves. A title caught her eye and she pulled it out, reading the back and nodding a little. Her paper was going to be a research paper about F. Scott Fitzgerald, a great writer from the 1920’s. She figured that reading a few of his novels, which she plucked from beside the biography she had found, would not hurt either. If there was one thing the young woman was good at, it was supplementing her work to make it look longer than it actually was.
After checking the books out, the young woman placed them on a nearby table. She looked at her watch; school was over for the day. She might as well hand around the library to look for books to read in her spare time. Writing a five-page paper was a piece of cake for the young woman, considering her high intelligence level and her uncanny ability to remember things. Rememberance can also be a curse, she thought to herself, shaking her head a little as she meandered over to the drama section of the library. For an introvert, the young woman found herself attracted to theater and drama, which was odd for even her to understand. Nevertheless, she wandered idly into the back of the drama section, smiling a little and tucking a stray strand of brown hair behind her ear. She stood on her toes slightly, plucking a worn copy of Julius Caesar from between a hardcover edition of Romeo and Juliet and a paperback version of Macbeth. She read the back cover with interest and nodded in earnest, standing on her toes once more to squint at the other titles before her. She mulled over the choices she had for a moment before also prying a copy of Much Ado About Nothing out of the jam-packed shelf. She was on her way to check the two books out as well before she stumbled on a stool that someone had been using to retrieve books earlier. A curse left her lips as she caught herself with her hands. She pushed herself up off the floor, pulling her skirt down a little bit and blushing a little. The uniform she had was still too short for her and she hoped that the nearest person was not snickering at her. Of course, she was wearing shorts under her uniform, but there was no guarantee that nothing was seen by any onlookers. Out of the corner of her eye, she noticed someone standing in the aisle of books, though she could not tell if the person had seen her epic fall. She coughed into her fist, looking at the stranger.
“Y-you didn’t see that, right?”
She pushed the doors of the library open, a loud ‘slam’ echoing in her ear after the door made impact with the wall. Sapphire eyes scanned the nearly-empty library and narrowed at the few people who seemed to glare at her. Her eyes then shifted to the paper in her hand, scanning the black words printed on the white page. A huff of breath slipped from between her parted, pink lips as she moved forward toward the bookshelves. She needed at least two books for the paper she was working on, if not more. After all, the computers in the school were near impossible to use, thanks to the filters that blocked nearly every website but “government approved” ones. Her trip to the media room earlier had taken a long time and was pretty much fruitless, which was made clear by the sour expression across her face. She delicately ran her fingertips over the spines, keeping an eye out for books she could use for the paper. She hummed softly to herself, hearing the words to the song in her head as she perused the shelves. A title caught her eye and she pulled it out, reading the back and nodding a little. Her paper was going to be a research paper about F. Scott Fitzgerald, a great writer from the 1920’s. She figured that reading a few of his novels, which she plucked from beside the biography she had found, would not hurt either. If there was one thing the young woman was good at, it was supplementing her work to make it look longer than it actually was.
After checking the books out, the young woman placed them on a nearby table. She looked at her watch; school was over for the day. She might as well hand around the library to look for books to read in her spare time. Writing a five-page paper was a piece of cake for the young woman, considering her high intelligence level and her uncanny ability to remember things. Rememberance can also be a curse, she thought to herself, shaking her head a little as she meandered over to the drama section of the library. For an introvert, the young woman found herself attracted to theater and drama, which was odd for even her to understand. Nevertheless, she wandered idly into the back of the drama section, smiling a little and tucking a stray strand of brown hair behind her ear. She stood on her toes slightly, plucking a worn copy of Julius Caesar from between a hardcover edition of Romeo and Juliet and a paperback version of Macbeth. She read the back cover with interest and nodded in earnest, standing on her toes once more to squint at the other titles before her. She mulled over the choices she had for a moment before also prying a copy of Much Ado About Nothing out of the jam-packed shelf. She was on her way to check the two books out as well before she stumbled on a stool that someone had been using to retrieve books earlier. A curse left her lips as she caught herself with her hands. She pushed herself up off the floor, pulling her skirt down a little bit and blushing a little. The uniform she had was still too short for her and she hoped that the nearest person was not snickering at her. Of course, she was wearing shorts under her uniform, but there was no guarantee that nothing was seen by any onlookers. Out of the corner of her eye, she noticed someone standing in the aisle of books, though she could not tell if the person had seen her epic fall. She coughed into her fist, looking at the stranger.
“Y-you didn’t see that, right?”