Post by Camila Reyes on Jun 25, 2014 13:16:57 GMT -5
Two days. It had been two days since the tragic battle and she had barely escaped the clutches of the stubborn nurses who were trying to “patch her up”. She was not going to miss the funeral for anything, dammit! Her friends, the only people who ever seemed to give a damn, were dead and she was not going to let their souls go to their watery graves without them knowing her thanks. While no one was looking, she slipped quietly out of the nurse’s office, passing a prefect who was swathed in bandages all along his torso. She snorted and looked down at herself, a small smirk crawling onto her lips. I got out pretty lucky, she thought to herself, wincing as the stitches on her leg pulled at her skin while she walked. She had never had stitches before, so she supposed it was normal for her leg to be in pain while she limped down the corridors as fast as she could. She had to get to the beach; she just had to, and she was going to get there, even if her stitches were torn wide open and if her burned arm got all kinds of harmful bacteria in the open, stinging wound. She felt tears of pain and sorrow prick her eyes but she swallowed her sadness, putting on a brave face as she stumbled out of the school and toward the beach, still the most peaceful place on campus, even after a massive battle.
The brown haired young woman had stopped along her way to the beach to pilfer marigolds from the school greenery. Grief… Pretty accurate she thought sourly, trying to straighten out the crumpled petals as she approached the beach. She managed to get Calista to hold off sending out the caskets for a few minutes, though it took some persuasion from several people to agree to let the sapphire-eyed girl place a marigold in every casket. Even the prefects, she people she had sworn to hate with the entirety of her being, recieved a marigold for grief. The lump in her throat grew as she froze at two caskets in particular- Roman and Ashton. She clenched her eyes shut as she placed a marigold delicately behind Roman’s ear, remembering his last words to her before his demise. I-I know I’ll get to see Samara, soon. B-But I’ll miss you, Camila… She turned her head away so that the sand became dark with tears rather than his face. She placed another marigold in Ashton’s casket, smiling sadly. Sure, she had not been with him when he died, but he was one of the first people who was kind to Camila, despite her vicious attitude. She placed the marigold beside his head and stepped back, thanking Calista quietly before falling back further into the small gaggle of students that were left. Nothing but tears and misery, she thought, finally feeling her internal armor crack as tears started to pour from her eyes. Her only consolation was that Carter and Stephen were still alive, albeit probably wounded. However, she kept to herself; she did not want her friends to see her in such a state.
The brown-haired young lady had stayed longer than most. She had seen Calista run past right after the caskets had gone out. She was sure that she had seen Jin lingering on the sand, which was now splotched a dark tan in many places from the bitter grief streaming from the eyes of those left behind. Even after the glowing lights had disappeared into the distance, she was still on her knees, feeling the grains dig into her skin as tears poured from her eyes. She could not imagine having lost Carter and Stephen too; she probably would have been hopeless. Deep down, she knew that her friends would not have wanted her to cry over their deaths, but she could not help herself. She had already lost her parents, and she had not cried over them at all. Maybe this is repressed grief, she thought woefully, wiping at the tear tracks that probably ran down her face. She heard an odd noise behind her and sat back on her feet, looking at the sun setting over the ocean. A beautiful send-off for the afterlife… she thought with a small smile. She managed to sit down before pushing herself up off the sand, her body and leg trembling with the effort. She tried to compose herself as she slowly turned to see who was approaching. Her heart nearly stopped in her chest when she saw a mop of black hair and eyes that looked very similar to those of one she had nearly died by the hands of. She muttered to herself, shaking her head as if to deny the reality
“That can’t be Deven… We buried him.”
“Who are you?!”
Her tone was stern and demanding as she yelled. To someone so tall, the five foot four shrimp with brown hair and tear-filled sapphire eyes would probably look like a pushover. The young woman did not care how much of a weakling she was, though. Her rational side was hazed over with grief and other strong emotions. After panting for a few moments, she felt a more calm sense enfold her and she looked apologetic. She mumbled a soft apology and looked at the horizon, tears glittering in her eyes in the dying orange sunlight.
“You know, they say wrath is a sin. War is just wrath taken to the extreme. But what about the soldiers, the fighters, the warriors? Are they sinners? Do their souls go to heaven or hell…?”